A new blog, a new me! (hopefully haha)

though i know i'm feeling down and am feeling unappreciated, i've learned to look at the positive side of things.. i always do.
and these are the times that this state of mind is needed. and it's actually a good way to look at everything when it gets you depressed or frustrated on what's happening in your life.
learn how to look at the bright side of things. yes shit happens, and you can't control the shit. you step on it sometimes when you're on the street, and you can't dictate the dogs on where they dump it. you can train them but you can't pin point at what exact spot on that little piece of soil left in the world they should be dropping it.
being single for a long time is sort of depressing, but there are advantages on it too.. i can go out with friends any time of the day without having to worry. i can do anything. i can spend more time with myself. i can love myself more.

and so i'm going away from posting self pity posts and sad lines.

this time i'm just going to enjoy it.. i'm going to refocus. i'm going to use it to my advantage.

and the best part is you can do your hobbies as well.

and one of that is cooking.

so here are some pictures of what i do when i'm in the kitchen...
(this is full of pictures so sorry for the loading time)












and yeah i'm fatter than i was, but i'm trying to get back into shape again for whoever my partner's gonna be..