**paunawa: like what they instruct us in taking calls:
don't assume.
understand what the customer needs.
check what type of customer you are handling.**
i find myself looking at your pictures
and i smiled a couple of times
from one after the other.
you were always someone i looked for
and looked at
when i proceeded to my little space at work.
and i liked the way you looked
and how you look like
it was effortless yet captivating
you captivated me
and perhaps some others there
and that one lucky person that is rightfully yours.
don't know if you're aware
or even have the idea
but every time you speak with me
i was always wondering
i was always hoping for something more
more than the kindness i get from you
more than the sincerity you show me
more than what we are
i should stop looking at your pictures now
it only makes me wish of things
that wouldn't even happen.
you're taken now
by someone you chose
and i hoped that it was me instead.
but not anymore.
i never even knew you deeply
and that's the reason why.
more than what we are
so what?
yes, you are hot.
you have great hair and a hot body.
so what?
why even bother talk to me
if you'd just leave me hanging when i ask you back?
when i just wanted to ask you the reason?
so what if i only invest around three hundred
on my cellphone load?
so what if i did want to speak with you somehow?
so what if you ignored me after getting what you wanted to know?
so what?!
don't you even dare
just even once
to try to speak with me, then end it just there.
i'll delete you.
i'll make sure that i'll never look at your friendster again.
you don't even have a multiply account,
no blog,
and you're not even here!
so why should i care about you?
why should i think about you?
i just hate feeling this way.
i felt so violated,
crushed by what you just did,
intentional or not.
but whatever,
i'll just forget you.
**just a note: mababaw lang to. so don't speculate anything grandiose or something.**
It's gone!
My ID is gone! errr...well, not in a bad way. I surrendere it yesterday afternoon while accomplishing the clearance form and exit interview form. Before leaving the house I had this hunch that it's going to be taken, so good thing I took a picture of it hehehe.
And why did I take a picture of it?
1) It's the ID of my first job ever.
2) I like my picture there. I never had an ID with a good picture on it, and for me this is one of the best ID pics I had.
3) As a remembrance.
Here it is:
someone
**paunawa: maaari po lamang gawin PG ang replies. ang sumusunod ay maaaring di angkop sa mga bata. patnubay ng manyak ay kailangan.**
--just saw someone on a jeepney ride--
emotions awakened
by the sight of you
my soul stimulated
my thoughts captured
by that one moment
i laid eyes on you
my ideal self
my ideal partner
your silky lips
on that tough exterior
i wanted to touch them with mine
to play and firmly hold
to suck on them
until it's sore
throw my cares away
make mad love
to lick your eyes
and make them wet
to nimble on your earlobe
put my chest on yours
feel electricity
feel the friction
of our warm bodies
touching the cold air of night
but then again
i wouldn't do it
with someone i've been with
for only twelve minutes