left the old one, starting a new one.... (cross-posting from multiply...so don't think nobody read this!haha)

A new blog, a new me! (hopefully haha)

not normal

Saturday, June 20, 2009 by cArLo

*and again another outlet. this is just an outlet of what i feel so don't be cruel haha*

xxx

this isn't normal
what there is after what has happened
yeah, i haven't even experienced normal yet
so what would give me the right to say
that this not normal?

yes, i had you
but after that i don't feel you anymore
it happened once and would never be
and yes i should stop now
on looking forward to another ride

but then from time to time
though uncalled for keeps going back
remembering what happened wouldn't help
but my mind, my playful mind
dreams and goes back again.

my heart says the yearning has died
but my mind keeps on going, thinking
over and over on what is here now
yes, having nothing at all
is really becoming disturbing.

and now i feel dead.

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3 comments:

citybuoy said...

who's this about? oooo...

cArLo said...

secret... haha there's a previos post about a car and an avenue... it's connected to that

Yas Jayson said...

who left who? adeko.. ahaha.

naligaw. apir!
be back here.

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