A new blog, a new me! (hopefully haha)

Usually on weekends, I go out on saturday and sunday nights.. but for this week i didn't. No one msg'd me about any gimiks for Saturday night, and regarding my usual sunday night out, they were not available: Nyl can't drink due to meds he's taking, and Debbie's not available, and Kylie, my friend in the workplace can't drink also due to meds.... so I just stayed at home.

I was thinking of actually going out alone, you know, just to try it out and see what it would feel like to go out on your own. But I didn't continue to venture on that idea, since it seems like a waste of money to be eating and drinking on your own. Also one more thing: my family didn't go malling today, which we usually do every Sunday after church. And I got lazy and slept until about 2AM of Monday..

And since I had a lot of sleep, I actually had so much energy that I got do do again what I've used to do when I still didn't have work: exercise.

When i started working, all I ever did was just do pushups and some situps about twice a week or thrice, and then just stop there. But just hours ago, I did half of the upper body workout CD (with light weights), first part of aerobics with weights, and 1 session of the abs workout CD, which is already big for me considering that I haven't done this on a daily basis. I did this faithfully before every two days, which I didn't do anymore.

It was sort of boring for me: the idea of staying home. But it was actually a refreshing change. I got to spend time for myself, cook some chicken burgers with toasted wheat bread and cheese, with scrambled eggs (mmmmmmm yum yum), exercise, enjoy coffee at home and play some PC games, have a long bath complete with body salts and scrubs (kulang nalang ay scented candles and oils hahaha) and post a blog entry.

I missed having time for myself alone, and now I was able to do so. I won't say pang-alis umay ang nangyari since i enjoy going out and di ako nauumay sa paglabas with people I value and love. Just for a change of pace lang and additional time for myself.

And I loved it. I was able to love myself. I somehow felt alive again. It's great to love yourself: to pamper yourself, and to have time for yourself, prepare scrumptuous food, do what you enjoy doing, and to improve yourself....

But later, back to work again. haaaayyy... just a little more, and I'll be free from my current work... and would start to look for another around March.

Hope I'll find that work that I'd love...