A new blog, a new me! (hopefully haha)

That's what I feel right now. Yeah, you could feel them both at the same time. Wanna know why?

Read on..

So I went to Cubao Friday morning to apply for a position in the IP Relay. I was really nervous the whole time. I even spilled coffee on the table while I was waiting for my turn on the final interview.

I passed the exams, but not with flying colors, since I had some problems with the spelling test. Yep, I lacked three points of the passing mark, so I was made to take the spelling test again. And then one more time.

Seriously, I was really at that point wherein i was hoping, wishing, and several thoughts came popping into my head:
"I want to be in."
"I want to be here."
"I need this."
"I wish I was more intelligent."
"Please, let me in."

So after my third take on it, my name was called again, and the guy who was facilitating it told me that I still didn't make it, but because it's just two points that i needed and because of the results with my other exams (really, that's what he said!) they'd reconsider, and so I was scheduled for the final interview. Yey!

So, to make it short, I passed! Training was scheduled Monday.

To celebrate it, I went out but only with my best friend, since Debbie and Jere wasn't available. We had two bottles of this Gilbey's drink that we already had before but up until now I still don't know what it's called. After some talks and another half of a glass, I thought of going to this bar in Makati. But since Nyl can't come with me, I decided to go there alone.

The place was good, and there were some cute singles and couples in the place. But I was just alone, and I didn't dance even though the music was great. So after 4 bottles of beer, I decided to go home.

I was somewhat down because I haven't met anyone there. Anyway before going there I decided to just go and have fun even though I wouldn't meet anyone (and since I've been fancying on the idea of going to one alone). But it's just that I hoped that I would be able to meet someone or get to know someone. Maybe I was there at the wrong time. Or maybe I should have done something, I don't know.

So then I left, and as I arrived at Philcoa I went straight to Jollibee and bought myself a Chicken and Spaghetti meal. Comfort food.

And as I walked through that sidewalk in Philcoa, I uttered to myself: "Putang ina, hahanapin kita sa Stellar."